| To anyone and everyone who cares i moved out and no longer have internet unless i come to my parents house so fair well til next time
~Rach~ |
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| I have bronchitus and a bacterial infection..............: ( |
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| things ive learnd as of late .............no matter how hard you try to please someone you will fail...things that are broken no matter how hard you try to fix it never work the same and usually break wores the second time..people will always remember the bad times before they think about the good ones...whatever you do WILL come back and haunt you....when someone says forever that really means till they get tired of you find something better or you screw up which ever comes first....one phone call could have made a difference......i REALLY need to start leaving messages ....things im really good at are disappointing the people closest to me...being sarcastic...being a work acholic....day dreaming....always thinking people are lying...complaining about things i have to do......always wishing i was somewhere else or someone else ....to anyone i have ever hurt or wronged i am sorry ...............just so everyone knows the only nights i do anything besides sleep are Saturday after 1130pm sundays and some monday days...thank for being there....... |
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| i heard a song this week and a line in it said........Our scars remind us that the past is real.....thats so true i have had friends tell me to just forget about everything i wish i could and i will try i cant change what people think i cant change what was said weather it was true or not peolpe will believe what they want .........i dont want to forget everything though because not everything was bad some parts were the best times of my life and with the good u must take the bad......when i look at my scars i will smile for the bitter sweet remembrance |
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| well this past week has been inventful i had my wisdom teeth cut out on monday which made for an interesting week i was on so much meds and i have made some people that have been close to me for awhile never want to see or speak to me again it means alot to me what and how the think of me and i messed that up for myself now they want nothing to do with me what is sad is that if the roles were reversed which they were at one point i would not have and wasnt that way towards them but that is so easily forgotten i was trying to think of a way to fix everything last night and i couldnt cause what is done is done all i can say is that i am sorry i never meant for it to get like this ........ok im done
~Rach~ |
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